Honest Lies

Everything is a little hectic right now. Been quite busy past few days- actually busy mixed with a lot of procrastinating from what I need to do. Got my hair cut, which is both weird and awesome, and been running around trying to gather all my things together, trying to find a suitcase (a quest and a half) and trying to organize my free days apart from the tour. Yes, so I leave for Japan tomorrow. I don’t feel ready! And I don’t feel organized! I’m a bit AHHHHH about the whole thing, for lack of better description. Nerves, worry, dread, anticipation, fear and a little bit of excitement. To be honest it hasn’t really hit me yet. When we went to the airport to get my Yen it sort of hit me, but otherwise…it just feels really surreal. I’m going to Japan tomorrow. I just can’t really believe it. I hope Japan is as awesome as I think it is when I get there. Like I know it isn’t perfect and most likely there are gonna be things I hate  but I want it to be fun despite those things. I am so nervous about this.

Also it’s 12 hours to Tokyo. That’s the same time as it gets to Cape Town so technically, technically I should be used to it. But I’m not. I am not looking forward to getting up at 6am tomorrow and then the whole travelling thing. I’m going to die on the plane tommorow. And I’ve never been through such an extreme time zone change before either D:

Anyway. I am rambling and this entry makes no sense as I am in a rush. Sorry! But I need to go to bed soon. And I still have things to do. (Left things to the last minute, like always.) See you in 10 days~ (though I very likely will be updating my twitter!)