Bubble

This design started off normally, then veered off into insanity and too bright colors and weird background pattern land. I am experimenting with new techniques- text shadows, fixed position menu. This result is unique for me, a lot brighter and crazier than I would usually do, and for that reason I don’t think it’s very good. It’s obviously just an experiment, a product of boredom and stress. There is something relaxing about random coding; I tend to code when I need to chill out but still want to focus on something.
I am spending the evening quietly, designing this, listening to music, watching videos on YouTube etc. Later I have a music lesson and then I plan to watch a movie and eat ice cream. Or maybe ice cream and movie before.
My sister is coming home too and is about to break up with her boyfriend, so I wonder what will come of that. I can imagine that she won’t be in a good mood. I actually don’t know what I would do if she gets upset. I can listen to people just fine, but I’m not that great at offering comfort. Today I noticed my friend looked down so I asked her what is wrong, and she told me that she had been rejected from the university she wanted to go to. I wanted badly to make her feel better but words left me and all I could do is offer her a hug. I am useless in times of need, unfortunately. I felt so awkward and slightly guilty, that I couldn’t be more, that I couldn’t support her. :/
But back to ice cream. To be honest I’ve eaten enough junk today so I might leave my movie and ice cream time for tomorrow. I already feel quite relaxed and happy right now. Maybe it’s what I’ve eaten so far or because something finally went right with the coursework that is stressing me, or the fact it’s the weekend and I can relax. But whatever, I like the feeling. Even if I’m still technically exhausted.
relaxed
moody
