I’ve had a busy week thus far. I thought I had a test on Monday and an outing on Tuesday but was thankfully very wrong (and thankfully informed of my error). However I’ve still had a lot of maths work for the test next Monday (next Monday, self. remember these things for once). There is an exactly 50% chance of my passing/failing that test; I took the practice test 4 times and passed twice. I also had an assignment due in for this Friday which I found out about yesterday that I somehow managed to hand in today: it’s a little half asked but I tried! I mean I had to do a PowerPoint on a hobbie, so I did a fucking PowerPoint on baking. D: Those kinds of assignments are made for interesting people and people who are proud of their hobbies. I am not either. I am a private, very private, person with incredibly dull hobbies. I feel embarassed about the whole thing. And then for another part of the assignment I had to use Microsoft project for the first time in my life so idk if I did it right. I’m not sure I entirely care anymore. The library became my base these past few days- I go there and sit for hours. That’s the thing with Uni- it’s a lot of independent work and requires a lot of self motivation. Motivation? Whatever. I keep myself ‘motivated’ by packing a lot of snacks to munch on, because boredom makes me hungry and if I don’t have food my attention wanders. Anyway. I also have another assignment in next week and another assignment, group work, due for the end of the month (which I’m just not thinking about. Group work! Presenting in front of the class! ARGH). Despite all this I have spent this evening doing absolutely nothing. I have four days to do my assignment. Tonight I am doing nothing and doing it all without feeling guilty. Yeah, I’m a little stressed and a lot tired. I’m really worried about everything. I just want to relax and stop thinking about anything for a few hours. :/

• Listening To: Hamasaki Ayumi- Kanariya "System R Remix"
• mood: tired